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You're in a rut. Nothing will change if you don't change the venue. Everything that is happening to you now is because of where you are. Nothing will change there. Move. Pick another place that is significantly different compared to where you live now and move there. You need a fresh start as soon as possible. Don't have the money? Sell everything you have and buy a bus ticket. You can do that. New weather. New surroundings. New opportunities. And most importantly, new people will make a difference. Do it.